15 more mins!

AFRAID

Ok so maybe its just me, but seriously I think Mom is trying to marry us off as soon as she can ;-).. all my siblings say I'm going to be the one to get married first because I'm so OUTGOING ! I've only had 2 guy friends that I was really close too, but we grew up together. When someone mentions of falling in love, I'm like "love, can I FALL in LOVE"?
But when it comes with emotions of the <3 and expressing my feelings, I'm SCARED out of my mind. I have been hurt so many times before, I swore to myself that anyone who is interested in me would have to not only go through my Father but also be ONE SPECIAL MAN for me to trust him...

So just to sum it up in a few words... I"M SCARED OF LOVE, TO LOVE, TO BE IN LOVE!!!!!